Sunday, October 23, 2005
SORRY, IT'S MYSTIFICATIONARY.BLOGSPOT.COM
THANKS
change the dream into reality 2:52 PM
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RELINK (:
change the dream into reality 2:03 PM
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
I have updated my profile on this blog. And as to my wishlist, I don't mind meeting anyone willing to buy me a stradivari violin.
((:
change the dream into reality 4:35 PM
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I just realised my profile looks pathetic. On my blog, I mean.
D'you think I should add some more stuff to it? If yes, what...?
:/
Oh, and the music book he wants us to get for our next year and next next year and next next next year cannot be found at popular. At least, according to the staff at popular.
If you don't believe me, then you can try checking it out yourself.
But anyhow, this is the place where you can get it. ((:
Details:
COLLEGE BOOK STORE
(Nanyang Polytechnic)
BLK A #02-A210
180 Ang Mo Kio Ave 8 Singapore 569830
Tel: 64586798
Fax: 64586795
Mailing Address: BLK 231 Bain St #64-59 S(180231)
Call 'em up, reserve a book, or whatever, then go there yourself and pick up the book when it's ready. It's around $55. I can't remember. Don't ask me how to get there. The only safest thing I can tell you is that it's just next to Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. Any further than that, like once you reach there, which block, don't ask me. Oh, it's Block A. Don't forget that. And as to how to get to Block A, don't ask me. Just take a nice ol' stroll round, and you'll find it, soon enough. The grounds ain't that big.
change the dream into reality 11:19 AM
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I know you're just pretending. I know. I don't matter anymore to you, so just stop all this pretence. I'd rather be alone. Sometimes.
Often, I ask myself, was it my fault? Did I do something wrong...?
If there was, then tell me.
But anyway, why should you?
I'm just part of your past, something to be thought over, maybe to have some happier moments relived. But I doubt that.
Cos you're having a better time than you could ever have with me.
I will no longer let you invade my thoughts. Because everytime I think of you, I start to - . Nevermind.
The past is the past, and I'll disturb the past no longer.
Goodbye, girl. I'll really miss you. A lot. You can be sure of that.
change the dream into reality 10:59 AM
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Friday, October 21, 2005
You know, I'm not blind. Neither am I deaf. Neither am I stupid.
So just stop all this pretence.
I just realised one thing. I've started to see people for who they really are, and for who they really are not. It took me so long just to see through them.
Am I depressed?
Well, I think not. I just tend to think things over more and talk less these days. And what sparked this change in the ever-talkative mary-anne, you may ask. You don't think I'm talkative? Just ask anybody around. I used to be.
Used to be.
change the dream into reality 6:27 PM
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I've lost my ability to talk about practically anything under the sun. These days I just seem to have lost an appetite for talking. When I do talk, it's during short spans. Not that it's totally bad, though. The teachers won't have much to complain about me.
Not that there's much to complain, what with only three days of school left.
I feel really nostalgic, thinking about this year and all. Mind you, I seldom am nostalgic. Almost never. Anyway, I just wish it were january 2005 again?
Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. I still have absolutely no idea why teachers have such a bad opinion of faith. We have always managed to pull through, even though it might be at the lastest last minute, or even when emerging the winning losers, but still. Hey, I believe we had much more class spirit than all the other sec 1 classes combined.
(:
I love faith.
I swear I have never, never been more emotional then now in my life. Ever.
And yesterday was a complete waste of time. I should have ponned school, but no, good ol' me had to come. I should have gone on tuesday instead, and get my ENGLISH and HISTORY marks back! I don't even know how I fared in my english, and I'm really anxious for that one. I don't know why.
I could have spent some quality time with... with...?
Hmm. I just don't know. My mum'll be busy with housework, (and probably dragging me into it as well) my sister would be at school until 1:30 plus, and my dad would come home from work at like, 9 plus?
So maybe it's with just myself. (:
Gosh. I'm becoming more like the old me, reading books as if I'd never be able to touch a book ever again in my life. I could read, and not even know of the hell of a chaos round me.
I'm getting to know more and more about the new old me.
(:
change the dream into reality 4:23 PM
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Went to the zoo today. (: Hey, I never knew a visit there could be so fun! Well, if you call "fun":
1. having strange and weird smells creeping up on you all of a sudden
2. having to dodge the stupid tram a million times
3. having a nice ol' stroll (marathon, actually) in the wonderful blazing sun
4. hearing people scream BAT!!!!! when it's just a a silly harmless bird that happened to be flying overhead
5. rushing back for fear that you are going to get hell for being late
Anyway, it was all pretty...okay, I guess.
Went to children's what? I dunno. Children's world, I think. I can't remember. Anyway, I ate a shrooms meal (whatever possessed me to eat that tiny burger?!), then went to the swings with joy, emily, yoceeda, vanessa, michelletang, karina and dawn. The way they swung on those swings (which were for 2-6 year olds, mind you) ... the middle was sagging dangerously. And...I was so tempted to go into the water! Only tht by the time I decided to, it was already 15 minutes to 12:50. So I decided not to. Saw 2 lil' ANGMOH BOYS there. About 3 years? I was thinking, my god. If ivy were here... what more with them in the pool... if you get what I mean?
(:
She'd probably have screamed or something.
Oh well.
At least, it was more enjoyable than I thought it would have been. Correction: It was less torturous than I thought it would have been.
Yup.
change the dream into reality 7:50 PM
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Oh yes. I'm referring to an ex-classmate. Why else would I be so uptight?
You don't matter to me anymore.
change the dream into reality 10:41 AM
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Monday, October 17, 2005
You made me cry. I thought I had found happiness, but I was wrong. I should have known better.
However, some things in life are worth making mistakes for, so that you can at least enjoy a little of what you know you can never have.
What has got into me man. I seem to be depressed, and everyone's telling me that. My neighbours, uncles, aunties, even my piano teacher. =/
I always regret that day. Shouldn't I have chosen the other way? Still, I think it wouldn't have worked out.
That's what you call natural born-loser talent, my dears.
You made me cry. I thought I had found happiness, but I was wrong. I should have known better.
change the dream into reality 8:29 PM
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